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Why the special episode of 'Euphoria' is a grim and uplifting testament to life

Rue played by Zendaya
Photo credit: HBO

WARNING: This post contains spoilers for the special episode of Euphoria, "Trouble Don't Last Always," available to stream on HBO Max.

Ever since I heard about the HBO Max series, Euphoria, it prompted me to see what it would be about. Let's just say I was immediately hooked. So when the show came to a close in August of 2019, I anxiously waited to see if there was any news circulating about when a second season would return.

Then it finally happened!

Euphoria is known for its neon scenes, depictions of party life, and surrealism. Still, this first special episode titled, "Trouble Don't Last Always," became a character study that is equally intriguing, encouraging me to keep seeing how the episode would unfold.

The episode, which reminded me of a conversation that you would have with someone who is older or has more experience in life, highly showcases the acting abilities of Zendaya (Rue) and Colman Domingo (Ali) as they delve into a heart-wrenchingly emotional conversation about life and death, how she's feeling, and her overall sobriety. As minimalistic as the episode is (Rue and Ali are sitting in a diner for most of the time), I couldn't help but feel a little distraught with a tinge of faith while listening to the conversation.

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As Rue and her sponsor, Ali, sit in the dimly lit diner eating pancakes on Christmas Eve, we see that she needed an extra hand after her relapse at the end of season 1. She addresses the fact that she is still in love with Jules, which is highlighted by a lovely fantasy of the both of them in an apartment, enjoying the bright and sunny morning together before they get the day started. As Jules leaves, we see Rue head to the bathroom with a book, a cigarette hanging from her lips, and a bag of what appears to be pills that she crushes up to snort ( I originally thought that this was how the episode would carry on because it was the opening scene).

Due to the diner's visuals, it is a stark clash to that fantasy she had, Indicating how far away from happiness she really is. With pools of tears filling her eyes, it is sad to see all the despair weighing down her features.

Rue also delivered some hard truths about not wanting to become sober and not having a plan to live long in a dark and cold world. This fearless honesty makes these realistic moments impactful for the history of the show.

On the other hand, Ali brings wisdom and experience to the table as he talks about addiction as a disease that grapples people with their loved ones, ambitions, and livelihood. He also stressed the need to believe in a higher power to help Rue stay on the straight and narrow.

It's also amazing to hear Ali tell the much-needed backstory of who he is and his own troubles with drugs and domestic abuse ( he witnessed his father hurt his mom, and then he ultimately did the same thing to his wife). There's a lot of pain in his eyes with a bit of redemption on his quest to help Rue, explaining to her that all the missteps taken shouldn't define her for the rest of her life.

A scene in particular that significantly resonated with me was when Ali stepped outside in the snow to call to his family, trying to reconnect with his child while Rue tries to figure out the poetry of life he mentioned to her. She loses herself in a song that Jules had sent her, indicating that Jules was the center of her focus. The scene further made me realize that both Ali and Rue are people trying to find something bigger than themselves to have faith in.

As the episode came to a close partnered with a highly profound rendition of "Ave Maria" and a melancholic close-up of Rue's inconsolable expression, I couldn't help but think about the many people, regardless of age ( including some of my own family members) who may feel at their wit's end, aimless, and feeling like their lives will continue to crumble all around them, which breaks my heart to witness.

Even though the episode may not be what you had in mind for the joyous holiday spirit, it is one of the most amazing gifts for television this year—the gift that no matter what you're going through and despite feeling like a dark cloud is following you, there is always hope that change for the better can happen, even if you need some support.

The second special episode centered around Jules will air on Jan.24 at 9/8c on HBO Max.

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Women founders continue to come up against common challenges and biases

Written by Kelly Devine, Division President UK & Ireland, Mastercard

Starting a business may have historically been perceived as a man’s game, but this couldn’t be further from reality. Research shows women are actually more likely than men to actively choose to start their own business – often motivated by the desire to be their own boss or to have a better work-life balance and spend more time with their family.

The recently published Mastercard Index of Women Entrepreneurship 2021 found that in the category of 'Aspiration Driven Entrepreneurship’ – capturing those who actively choose to start their own business – women in the UK surpass men: 60% vs 56%. And Mastercard research from February 2022 found 10% of female business owners started their business in the past two years compared to 6% of men – meaning women were 67% more likely to have started a business during the pandemic.

Yet, there are common challenges that women founders continue to come up against - not least the gender imbalance in the household and long-held biases which are still prevalent.

In the UK, women are almost three times more likely to be balancing care and home commitments than men, and this was exacerbated during the pandemic as the additional barriers of school closures and lockdowns meant that the care time of dependents rose significantly on a day-to-day level for women. In addition, women were less likely to have access to a home office, greatly impacting the work they were able to accomplish when working from home was the only option.

It's also widely known that female business owners are still more likely to struggle to access funding for their business ideas. According to Dealroom, all-women founding teams received just 1.4% of the €23.7bn invested into UK start-ups in 2021, while all-male leadership teams have taken almost 90% of the available capital.

Without financial support, and when juggling significant time pressures both at home and at work, how can women grow their companies and #BreaktheBias (as this year’s International Women’s Day termed it)? What tools or support can save them time and money, and give them the headspace they need to focus on building their business?

With female owned businesses collectively estimating revenue growth of £120 billion over the next five years, solving this problem is bigger than supporting women – it’s about supporting the national economy.

Using tech to level the playing field

There are clearly societal issues at play that need to be resolved. But when we look at the rise in technology businesses during the pandemic, we can plainly see an alternative source of support critical for business growth: digital tools.

A third of female business owners say new technologies will be crucial to the success of their business in the future and one in five say it is the most important thing for business growth.

With new technology comes new ways to pay, create, and work. And yet there are barriers that prevent business owners accessing this technology. Women are significantly more likely to say they want to use more digital tools but don’t know what is best for their business and also more concerned about the security of digital tools.

When technology is adopted by businesses – whether using online accounting solutions or messenger services for communicating with staff – it saves them time, allows them to maintain and grow their customer base, and ultimately increases cost savings and profit.

By drastically improving the training and support that is available to women-owned business to access and utilise technology we will allow these businesses to grow and succeed. And we know there is demand for it.

Research done by the IFC and Dalberg shows that female entrepreneurs are more likely to invest time and money in business development. This includes product development, customer base expansion, and digital tools and training and there are plenty of services available offering this type of support – many of them for free.

One such programme is Strive UK – an initiative of the Mastercard Center for Inclusive Growth – which aims to reach 650,000 micro and small business owners across the UK and empower them with the tools they need to thrive in the digital economy through free guidance, helpful tools and one-to-one mentoring.

Working together with small business experts – Enterprise Nation, Be the Business and Digital Boost – we hope to ensure hundreds of thousands of UK female business owners have the tools they need to succeed and reach their ambitious goals. Because this ambition remains strong in the UK, with female business owners largely optimistic about the future despite the multitude of challenges they are facing. Four in ten say they will grow their business in the next five years – compared to only a third of male business owners – and they’re also 35% less likely than men to say they plan to downsize or close the business.

But if we do not empower female entrepreneurs to access the tools and technology they need to grow, there is a risk this optimism could be misplaced. Support programmes that provide business owners with guidance and mentorship can help ensure this isn’t the case, allowing female entrepreneurs to not only survive but thrive in the months and years ahead.